-=+=-CeRiTa BerSamBunG-=+=-

2004-06-20T22:57:00.000+07:00

aaaaaaa kangennn ma Ayanggggg

2004-06-10T20:48:00.000+07:00

The Used - Blue And Yellow

And it's all in how you mix the two,
And it starts just where the light exists.
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
And it burns a hole,
through everyone that feels it.

Well your never gonna find it,
If your looking for it,
won't come your way,
Well you'll never find it,
if your looking for it.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking,
Rather waste some time with you.

And you never would have thought in the end,
How amazing it feels just to live again,
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
it burns a hole, through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it,
If your looking for it, won't come your way, yea
Well you'll never find it, if you're looking for it.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Should've said something, but I've said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste some time with you.

Time with you...
Waste some time with you...

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste my time with you.

Should've said something, but I've said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste my time with you.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Waste some time with you... (repeats)

2004-05-26T08:06:00.000+07:00

Engkau adalah bagian hidupku.. Bagian terIndah sepanjang waktuku...

2004-05-21T15:15:00.000+07:00

huaaaaaaaaaaa tiba" bete gini guee...

2004-05-20T08:36:00.000+07:00

311 - Love Song

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

2004-05-18T20:21:00.000+07:00

huaaaa kangen sama Ayangkuuuu

2004-05-14T10:00:00.000+07:00

wew.. semaleman gak bisa bobo.. cuma merem doangan tapi ini kuping denger semua kegiatan di sekitar.. parahh.. udah cukup lama gue seperti ini.. dan gue gak tau apa obatnya supaya ini penyakit ilang.... bodo ahh.. yg penting gue bisa jalanin hidup gue seperti biasanya.. ^^ umpp.. kangen mo kumpul bareng temen" kampus gue.. ketawa.. jalan rame" cabut kuliah.. ^^ (cowo/cewe) top dah.. klo dah kumpul lupa sama semua urusan masing" lom pernah gue punya temen" yg seperti mereka.. semuanya saling dukung.. bantu klo ada yg susah.. gak ada yg saling ngeremehin.. hh.. tapi skrg dah pada misah semuanya.. pada kerja.. ada yg di kalimantan, sulawesi bahkan ada yg di korea segala *ett jauh amat* dan sebagian temen" gue udah pada berkeluarga.. Berlin dgn nasihat"nya, Enzo dgn bawelnya, ixan dgn gayanya yg cool saking coolnya takut klo di deketin cewe" huahuahua, Dado dgn kelebihan berat badannya.. :P, Lian dgn bewoknya, Ipin juga dgn bewoknya, Mugi gak bisa liat jidat licin.. ^^, Agusto dgn suaranya yg ngebass, andre *jeriawat* :P dgn jerawatnya, Fahmy kegilaannya, Bebe dgn wajahnya yg suka di suruh anak" kenalan sama cewe :P, Susi *sexy nih* :p, Hilda dgn keluguannya yg sering di kerjain sama anak" huhuhuhu, Lia dgn rambutnya yg bule, Panji *onge* dgn wajah polosnya.. *sebenernya polos apa geblek sih lo nge?* :þ, banyak dah... pokoknya klo ktmu sama mereka lupa dah klo lagi stress tiada hari tanpa tertawa.. hhhh... Miss U Guys... *kapan nihhh kumpul" lagiiiiiiii*

2004-05-11T04:45:00.000+07:00

wew.. dah jam 4:43 subuh.. gak tau mo ngapain.. bosenn.. suntuk.. betee.. heran tiap sepi gini pasti deh ada aja pikiran macem" yg dtg.. `n semuanya negative kenapa sih.. ada aja perasaan khawatir klo lagi kaya begini.. tapi gak tau apa yg di khawatirin.. argh......!!

2004-02-18T11:00:00.000+07:00

genap udah 1 bln gue gak pulang k rumah.. eh.. 1x deng pulang tapi itu pun hanya 1 jam di rumah.. karna gue buru" harus pergi lagi.. yah.. karna gue takut buat ktmu sama nyokap gue... *sob* knp jga gue harus takut buat ktmu sama nyokap gue.. yah.. karna gue takut hanya kena omelannya lagi.. dan yg pasti gue hanya akan liat Beliau nangis di depan gue `n gue gak mau itu... bahkan nyokap pun gak tau klo anaknya yg paling besar ini..disini dah hampir 2minggu sakit"an knp gak ke dokter kata temen" gue..? gue cuma bisa jwb..*males* padahal karna gue emang gak ada duit buat ke dokter.. kadang makan pun harus gue irit"in udah untung klo gue bisa makan 1x sehari di sini dari pada gak sama sekali :)... umpp.. knp jga gue harus nulis ini di sini.. karna gue gak tau harus cerita ke siapa lagi.. :) klo inget" keadaan gue skrg gue jadi inget cerita temen gue waktu dia di Irian Jaya... yah dia kena Malaria bahkan hampir mati kata dia... dia gak mau orang tua`nya tau.. dia gak mau bikin susah orang tuanya lagi... padahal se-bandel"nya anak.. gak mungkin akan cuek klo liat anaknya sakit.. hahaha.. alhasil badan gue kurus lagi... longgar lagi dah nih celana ^^

Mum I Miss U...

*kayanya.. bakal lebih lama lagi buat gak pulang ke rumah nih...*

2004-02-17T23:46:00.000+07:00

umpp... bener juga kata itu orang... Kasian deh Lo Lin...

2004-02-11T09:47:00.000+07:00

lahh.. kok jadi lupa mo ngetik apaan yahh.. umpp..

*sesuatu yg membuat gue sedih adalah bilamana gue gak bisa menolong orang yang gue Sayang*

2004-01-29T17:19:00.000+07:00

mungkin udah terlalu banyak kesalahan yg gue buat... mungkin emang gue udah gak layak untuk di maafin.. mungkin gue memang layak untuk di benci...

2004-01-04T00:29:00.000+07:00

Maaf sekali lagi Maaf klo terlalu banyak janji....

2003-11-11T08:34:00.000+07:00

aaaaaaaa... tidur cuma 1 jam doangan.. @mata masih kriyep" kaya ayam mo di potong@ bangun lanjut ngerjain tugas lagi... sambil nungguin yg gantiiin gue hari ini... mandi dulu ahh... ke kampus lagi...ke kampus lagi... (nyokap dan marah" mulu :Pp) *capeee.. dan yg pasti panasssnyaaa huaaaaa*
umpp... ?!"/*

2003-11-11T08:26:00.000+07:00

love doesn't need a happy ending because love will lasts forever

2003-11-07T20:52:00.000+07:00

Takkan Hilang Cintaku ini

2003-10-14T14:50:00.000+07:00

Chicago - You're the Inspiration

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And I want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul, Baby

Chorus:
Baby You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than I need you

And I know, yes I know that it's plain to see
We're so in love when we're together
And I know that I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
Always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul

2003-09-24T12:35:00.000+07:00

wew.. bingung mo ngapain... bosen tidurann... pada sibuk semua yahh...

2003-09-24T08:33:00.000+07:00

Berpikir Negatif Bisa Membuat Sakit

Berpikir negatif bisa membuat sakit bukanlah sekedar kata orang, tapi telah dibuktikan secara ilmiah. Dalam studi yang dilakukan di Amerika Serikat, partisipan dalam penelitian yang hanya memfokuskan pikirannya pada masa-masa lalunya yang menyedihkan, sistem kekebalan tubunya melemah secara signifikan.

Dari penelitian tersebut juga terlihat adanya kenaikan aktivitas bagian otak yang berhubungan dengan depresi. Studi yang dilakukan oleh tim dari University of Wisconsin-Madison dan dipimpin oleh Dr Richard Davidson tersebut disebut-sebut sebagai studi yang pertama kali menemukan hubungan langsung antara otak dan fungsi sistem kekebalan tubuh.

Studi tim Dr Davidson melibatkan 52 sukarelawan berusia 57-60 tahun. Setiap orang diminta untuk mengingat dua peristiwa penting. Satu peristiwa yang membuat mereka sangat bahagia dan satunya lagi yang membuat mereka sedih, takut atau marah.

Saat mereka berkonsentrasi untuk mengingat kejadian tersebut, para peneliti mengukur aktivitas pada sisi kiri dan kanan otak yang berhubungan dengan mental positip dan negatif seseorang.

Aktivitas otak diukur sekali lagi saat mereka diminta untuk menuliskan kejadian tersebut selama lima menit. Setelah selesai, mereka diberi suntikan vaksin flu dan respon kekebalan tubuh mereka diukur dari tingkat antibodi dalam darah.

Pengukuran dilakukan sebanyak tiga kali selama enam bulan setelah vaksinasi. Hasilnya menunjukkan bahwa mereka yang paling intens dalam mengingat kejadian sedih menunjukkan aktivitas otak kanan paling tinggi. Mereka juga menunjukkan reaksi antibodi yang lebih buruk.

Sementara itu, mereka yang otak kirinya lebih aktif, yang berarti lebih positip dalam berpikir menunjukkan tingkat kekebalan tubuh yang jauh lebih baik.

2003-08-27T17:03:00.000+07:00

. Love is a Quest

Marriage is a conquest

. Marriage is loving together, not just living together.

. If you have love in your heart, you will always have something to give.

. Love is not gazing at each other, but looking together in the same

direction

2003-08-22T14:55:00.000+07:00

hhhmm.... Bodoh...!!! mungkin ini kata yg tepat buat gue..yah.. terlalu banyak kesalahan yang gue buat...

2003-08-17T20:44:00.000+07:00

kok suasana`nya jadi BeTe gini yah ini malemm... tadi berangkat dari rumah biasa" aja...

2003-08-12T15:57:00.000+07:00

HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2003-07-28T00:05:00.000+07:00

Gelisah..

2003-07-21T12:13:00.000+07:00

2003-07-19T11:33:00.000+07:00

There is always a hope..!!!

2003-07-11T14:27:00.000+07:00

Billy Dean - I Will Be Here

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here here
If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
Cause I will be here

I will be here when you feel like being quiet
WHen you need to speak your mind I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to crying
Through the winning losing and trying
We'll be together
Cause I will be here

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
As sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
So I will be here

I will be here and you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here to watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the one who gave you to me

2003-07-07T15:14:00.000+07:00

Udah 3 minggu... :(

2003-06-30T12:14:00.000+07:00

Bukalah mata anda.. Apa yg anda lihat ? Sekumpulan orang yang sibuk berjalan dan bergumam tak menentu.. Lihatlah wajah mereka.. Wajah yg muram ketus.. Raut muka yang curiga ? atau bahkan tak berekspresi ? Namun, tidakkah anda perhatikan, ada seseorang yang tersenyum begitu manis kepada anda ? Lihatlah sekali lagi. Coba, lebih teliti kali ini, tidakkah anda melihat pohon - pohon yang melambai begitu indah seolah sedang meyampaikan salam kepada anda ?

Sekarang, konsentrasikan pendengaran anda, Apa yang ada dengar ? Keriuhan? Bisik - bisik pergunjingan? Orang dengan HP yang berjibaku dengan keberisikan? Orang yang mengumpat dan mencaci ? suara - suara radio yang memekkan telinga ? Tenang. Renungkan sejenak. Tidakkan anda menyimak, ada senandung doa dari burung - burung kecil, yang menyanyikan lagu pagi hari? Atau, sebuah irama yang sedap didengar dari serangga kecil yang membisikkan lagu tidur di kala malam?

Lalu tarik nafas anda dalam - dalam. Adakah aroma yang memualkan? Tenang. Hirup lagi lebih dalam. Berkonsentrasilah saat ini. Tidakkah anda merasakan semerbak keharuman yang menyelinap masuk ke indera penciuman anda?]

Coba rasakan indera yang ada di kulit anda. Lembab? Udara yang pengap? Tenang. Cobalah sekali lagi. Tidakkah anda pernah rasakan kesejukkan yang membuat anda hadir di saat terik. Rasakan, kehangatan matahari yang menyinari layaknya selimut malam.

Saudaraku, akan selalu ada keindahan dalam segala sesuatu di sekitar kita. Selalu ada kesejukkan dan kehangatan yang tercipta dalam segala sesuatu di sekitar kita. Fokuskan semua indera itu pada kebaikkan dan keindahan maka anda akan menjadi orang yang paling baik, paling ramah, penuh inspirasi, kreatif, berpikir positif dan akan selalu di panuti oleh orang lain.

2003-06-30T11:59:00.000+07:00

genap 2 minggu

2003-06-25T11:49:00.000+07:00

1 minggu 2 hari...

2003-06-23T07:37:00.000+07:00

Ayanggg...... lama ajaaa...

2003-06-19T00:40:00.000+07:00

sekarang udah hari rabu.... udah 3 hari... sejak hari senin...

KANGENNN

2003-06-05T16:31:00.000+07:00

Ump... akhirnyaa... ketauan jugaaaa... :P

2003-05-30T19:35:00.000+07:00

umppp... bingung mo di apain ini blog... pengen`nya si di delete, tapi sayang udah cape" bikin.. yah nggak bagus" amat sih... (emang gak ada bagus"nya ini blog) keliatan dari gak ada pengunjungnya... karna emang gak yg bagus buat di liat atau di baca.... :P.Tag-board gue apus abisan percuma ngga ada yang ngisi.. (lagian apa yang mo di isi ngeliat`nya aja org udah ngga ada tertariknya :| )
Waaahh... ini hari kok gak semangat gini yah... ngantuk... tapi gak bisa tidur.. hari ini bawaan kok gelisah gini yah... :(

kenapa yahhhhb>

2003-05-25T17:27:00.000+07:00
Ku tak peduli bila ku benar" cinta mati.. Ku tak peduli..
Ku memang begini.. bila ku benar" cinta mati..
Ku tak peduli apa saja yg kau inginkan aku rela...

2003-05-22T08:03:00.000+07:00
duh.. pagi-pagi bawaan dah kangen gini yahhh

2003-05-22T07:49:00.000+07:00
Brian Eno - Spinning Away

Up on a hill, as the day dissolves
With my pencil turning moments into line
High above in the violet sky
A silent silver plane - it draws a golden chain

One by one, all the stars appear
As the great winds of the planet spiral in
Spinning away, like the night sky at Arles
In the million insect storm, the constellations form

On a hill, under a raven sky
I have no idea exactly what I've drawn
Some kind of change, some kind of spinning away
With every single line moving further out in time

And now as the pale moon rides (in the stars)
Her form in my pale blue lines (in the stars)
And there, as the world rolls round (in the stars)
I draw, but the lines move round (in the stars)
There, as the great wheels blaze (in the stars)
I draw, but my drawing fades (in the stars)
And now, as the old sun dies (in the stars)
I draw, and the four winds sigh (in the stars)

2003-05-09T01:42:00.000+07:00
Bjork - I MISS YOU

I miss you
But I haven't met you yet
So special
But it hasn't happened yet
You are gorgeous
But I haven't met you yet
I remember
But it hasn't happened yet

And if you believe in dreams
Or what is more important
That a dream can come true
I will meet you

I was peaking
But it hasn't happened yet
I haven't been given
My best souvenir
I miss you
But I haven't met you yet
I know your habits
But wouldn't recognize you yet

And if you believe in dreams
Or what is more important
That a dream can come true
I will meet you

I'm so impatient
I can't stand the wait
When will I get my cuddle?
Who are you?

I know by now that you'll arrive
But by the time I stop waiting

I miss you

2003-05-07T03:58:00.000+07:00
hhh... mumet..

2003-05-05T23:52:00.000+07:00
And I Love Her - Lennon/McCartney

I give her all my love
That's all I do
And if you saw my love
You'd love her too
I love her

She gives me ev'rything
And tenderly
The kiss my lover brings
She brings to me
And I love her

A love like ours
Could never die
As long as I
Have you near me

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her

2003-05-05T01:45:00.000+07:00
behh.. malah ngga bisa tidur sayah abis telp... *gimana nih..?* mana udah sayah suruh tidur lagi dianya..

2003-04-29T07:56:00.000+07:00
Jim Brickman f/Martina McBride - The Gift

Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on like a fairy tale come true
Sittin' by the fire we made
You're the answer when I prayed
I would find someone and baby I found you

And all I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I'm thankful everyday
For the gift

Watching as you softly sleep
What I'd give if I could keep
Just this moment if only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us gray
But baby in my eyes you'll still be beautiful

And all I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I'm thankful everyday
For the gift

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
I Can't find the words to say
And I'm thankful everyday
Thank you for the gift

2003-04-28T07:26:00.000+07:00
Kenny G - Forever In Love

Miss You Yang

2003-04-26T16:02:00.000+07:00
duh... ini hari perasaan kok bete aja yah... sampe pusing ini kepala... dari semalem juga tidur kebangun" terus.. udah gitu harusnya pagi" jam 1/2 7 udah harus jalan dari rumah tapi jam segitu gue masih tidur"an males buat keluar rumah.. niatnya sih mo ijin klo gue ngga bisa masuk pagi ini.. pengennya sih mo jalan" kemana gitu.. ngga tau lah ahh... bete nih perut... mana dari tadi pagi rasanya kejang terus... umpp...

barusan gue ketemuan sama temen gue lagi yg kerja di Makasar, asli dah tuh anak bukannya tambah kurus.. malah tambah over lap (gendut) :p ngga banyak cerita gue sama dia.. cuma I yg dia tanya... KULIAH UDAH GIMANA?? CEPETAN DI SELESAIIN TUH.. GIMANA SIH LO!!

2003-04-25T11:03:00.000+07:00
Tidur pagi jam 1/2 4... :P tau nih akhir" ini klo dah di ESCAPE pasti ngga bisa tidur cepet deh.. :) *tapi nyuruh org tidur cepet mulu :P* "Lirik aYang"

Barusan ngecek email yang di Yahoo, wesyeh.. ada email baru dari temen.. subject`nya... Ada Jualan Daging Manusia di Cina pas gue cek dan liat pic"nya yg dikirim beneran juga... sampe mo muntah liatnya... Yaikzz... Huekzz..

Terus..terus.. seru juga liat" blogger org" bagus2 yah.. pasti yg paling butut sayah punya blogger :P

Ayanggg...... Kangennnnnnnn!!

2003-04-15T20:52:00.000+07:00
BETE..!!!

2003-04-12T20:50:00.000+07:00
England - Premier League
14:47 April 12

FT Newcastle U. 2 - 6 Manchester U.

21' [1 - 0] Jermaine Jenas
22' Alan Shearer (yellow card)
32' [1 - 1] Ole G. Solskjaer
34' [1 - 2] Paul Scholes
38' [1 - 3] Paul Scholes
44' [1 - 4] Ryan Giggs
52' [1 - 5] Paul Scholes
58' [1 - 6] Ruud van Nistelrooy (pen.)
89' [2 - 6] Shola Ameobi

Copyright © 1998-2003 LiveScore.com

Untuk sementara Manchester United memimpin klasemen sementara.. :)

2003-03-27T20:03:00.000+07:00
John Lennon

Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

2003-03-17T10:28:00.000+07:00
kuliah pun akan berenti klo begini magh.... what the hell lah...

2003-03-16T01:46:00.000+07:00
KANGEN aYangg..!!

1:48 AM waktu ESCAPE

2003-03-04T03:55:00.000+07:00
The Cure
Trust

there is no-one left in the world
that i can hold onto
there is really no-one left at all
there is only you
and if you leave me now
you leave all that we were
undone
there is really no-one left
you are the only one

and still the hardest part for you
to put your trust in me
i love you more than i can say
why won't you just believe?

2003-02-27T23:15:00.000+07:00
hhh... dari tadi siang egh ngga deng jam 3'an gue tidur terus bangun jam 5 lewat...
umpp... tau dagh ini hari kok gue kayanya agak2 bete yah.. apalagi ini malemm...

siall.. kenapa yakkss...atau gara2 email sialan itu mati lagi.. :((
dagh agh dengerin MP3 lagi aja.. sambil main LagHaim kali aja bisa enakkan..

2003-02-21T07:56:00.000+07:00
HapPy BirthdAy to Me....HapPy BirthdAy to Me....!!..
HapPy BirthdAy....HapPy BirthdAy....HapPy BirthdAy to Me....

MasAaa... aMpuNnn.. dagH.. 25 yaKs.. sKrg... udah tua.. nih.. Dagh sAaTnyaa... meNikaH.. nih.... :P

aYangg...aYangg... niKahh.. yUksss... ;)

UghhHh...... PagI² Udah KaNgeN saMa keKakasIh tErcinta nihh... keMaNa Yakss....

aDa.. yang LiaT.... UwIe sAyAhh.. nGgaakkk...??""

2003-02-17T15:32:00.000+07:00
hhhhhh.........

2003-02-09T09:11:00.000+07:00
-_- *LemeS* ... beberapa hari ini.. bawaan gue kok bad mood mulu yahh... kenapa yah... :(
Umpp.. kemaren... temen gue dateng ke PIPEL bawa anak`nya... *LutuNa* padahal terakhir ketemu dia masih hamil 6 bln.. semua anak² PIPEL pada berebutan dagh gendongin itu anak... wew.. *JadI mo puNya Baby* .-kapan yahh...-. :P

nGgAk BisA bObo eUy tiduran tapi tetep aja mata melek mulu... alhasil badan skrg lemes.. tapi kok ngga ada nGantuk²nya Yahh..

2003-02-04T07:35:00.000+07:00
hhhhh.. pagiiiiiii yg membosankannnnnnnnnnnnnn

2003-01-28T08:52:00.000+07:00
ump... nulis apaan yah... *bingung*

2003-01-21T18:33:00.000+07:00
BETE...!!

2003-01-16T08:31:00.000+07:00
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2003-01-09T22:01:00.000+07:00
Never let it - never let it go
(Dont let go of the things you believe in)
You give me something that I can believe in
(Dont' let go of this moment in time)
Go of this moment in time
(Don't let go of things that you're feeling)
I can't explain the things that I'm feeling
(Dont' let go)
No, I won't let go

......... ... ....

`wEw

2003-01-04T11:38:00.000+07:00
Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........

2002-12-16T21:44:00.000+07:00
i © MySweetAngel
i © mY Wife : mY sWeetAngel ( UwIe )

Hanya satu... Yang terbaik untuk dia... hanya satu... Tak ada Yang Lain...

2002-12-16T18:11:00.000+07:00
I Will Carry You

Michael W. Smith/ Eric Laughlin

"We were never meant to walk this road alone. Let's begin to stand in the gap for one another."

Sometimes I wonder if my beating heart has a reason
The thought of breathing only takes my breath away
I've spent so many nights wrestling with this feeling
Do I have the strength to make it through the day
But I was never meant
To walk this road alone
I can always trust you
When you say

I will carry you
Be your strength
And pull you through
Reach for me
And take my hand
We will pray
And we will stand
In a world
Crying out for peace
Let your heart be strong
For when I am weak
You will carry me

Sometimes you wonder if the road you're on has a reason
It's hard to go on when you just don't know
We can shoulder all the weight of life between us
Until the fear of what we cannot see is gone
'Cause we were never meant
To walk this road alone
We are bound together
When we say...

2002-12-09T23:53:00.000+07:00
hhhhh.... malam ini emang bener² males sial buat gue... :( niat mo bantuin selesain itu masalah.. malah pake acara kena pukul segala tau dagh.. salah gue dimana... argh... "ngga tau apa gue lagi pusing begini" alhasil kepala gue skrg jadi tambah pening bekas pukulan tadi... gue mo ngelawan?? percuma.. udah mereksa banyak... lagi pula yg gue hadepin org² lagi stress....ugh... muka memar.. pala benjol.. keren dagh... *FUCK OFF!!*

2002-12-07T11:30:00.000+07:00
Oasis - Little By Little

Written by Noel Gallagher

We the people fight for our existence
We don't claim to be perfect
But we're free
We dream our dreams alone
With no resistance
Fading like the stars we wish to be

You know I didn't mean
What I just said
But my God woke up
On the wrong side of his bed
And it just don't matter now

Cos little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here

True perfection has to be imperfect
I know that that sounds foolish but it's true
The day has come
And now you'll have to accept
The life inside your head we give to you

You know I didn't mean
What I just said
But my God woke up
On the wrong side of his bed
And it just don't matter now

Cos little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here
Hey

Little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You had to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here
Why am I really here?
Why am I really here?

2002-12-05T14:51:00.000+07:00
Minal Aidzin WalFaizin, Mohon Maaf Lahir & Bathin...
and
Happy BirthDay to My Lovely Uwie
Moga apa Yang di harapin di Kabulin sama Tuhan

2002-11-30T09:49:00.000+07:00
Naif - Jikalau

Jikalau telah datang waktu yg di nanti
ku pasti bahagikan dirimu seorang
kuharap dikau sabar menunggu..

berilah daku waktu tuk wujudkan semua
janji ini uutukmu ku tak akan lupa
ku harap dikau sabar menunggu
ku pasti akan datang utkmu

untaian kata - kata yg ku ucapkan untukmu
tak seindah kata cinta yang tlah kuberikan padamu
namun kau slalu ada dihatiku..

berilah daku waktu tuk wujudkan semua
janji ini untukmu ku tak akan lupa
kuharap dikau sabar menunggu...
ku pasti akan datang untukmuuu...

oo..jikalau telah datang...waktu yang di nanti
ku pasti kan bahagiakan dirimu seorang
ku harap dikau sabar menungguu..
ku pasti akan datang untukmu..
ku harap dikau sabar menunggu...ku..

sayah`nya yg ngga sabar.. :)

Miss Ya SM mY Love

2002-11-23T20:39:00.000+07:00
uhukk..uhuk... baru mo 2 hari aja kena batuk badan udah lemes begini... pake demam segala ini badan... dagh gitu pake throw-up segala 2 kali .. sekali abis ikutan sahur sama yoga... sekali di kampus (untungnya pas di kamar mandi) wew.. mo ke dokter males.. lagian duit dagh kering... ;) ugh.. mulut pait begini... mana nyokap pegi lagi.. huikzz.. agh... argh... biji negh kerongkongan gatel banget.. kecapean badan gara² ngga bobo 2 hari... dagh gitu kemaren ujan²an wew.. tambah keren dagh.. umpp.. *SAD*
ump.. heran ngantuk gue ilang...

Miss You sM Bebz..

2002-11-20T02:30:00.000+07:00
saat jauh darimu
terlintas tanya dalam anganku
benarkah di benakmu
hanyalah diriku yang bertahta
akankah ini slamanya

saat ku didekapmu
bisik hati kecilku bertanya
benarkah yang kau rasa
hanyalah diriku yang kau puja
akankah ini slamanya
ataukah hanya semata

tlah kuberi segalanya
cinta yang tanpa akhir
yang hanya tercipta
untukmu
mestinya semua ini
jadi awal yang indah
bagiku

haruskah aku bertanya
agar ku tau jawabnya

it`s gonna be lonely..lonely day...

huaa.... ngga bisa tidur... kepala pusingg... perut mual mulu dari tadi... dinginn... :( lengkap dagh penderitaan gue hari ini... gue ngga tau mesti ngapain... kuliah... duit...

MATI..??? cuma ini yg belom gue rasain... nangis...?? percuma ngga akan ada yg dengerin yg ada malah gue akan di anggap cengeng "cowok kok nangis" :((

Kangen..?? cuma ini satu perasaan yg sedikit menghibur gue sampe saat ini... tapi apa iyah orang yg gue kangenin kangen sama gue...?? gue cuma berharap perasaan dia sama dgn perasaan gue saat ini..

Maaf.. cuma kata yg bisa gue ucapin saat ini... entah dia mo maafin gue apa ngga.. yang pasti gue cuma berharap gue akan di maafin

Makan... 1 harian gue cuma makan roti 2 slice ngga ada selera sedikit juga buat makan... itu pun gue makan roti barengan sama buka puasa... makanan pertama yg gue sentuh sejak senin sore.

Miss You So Much.... Need You.... So Bad

Rabu, 02:30 AM

2002-11-19T16:36:00.000+07:00
hhh.. emang ngga enak klo berada di posisi jadi orang yg bersalah :(

sorry Yang klo ngerasa aku cuekkin

Miss You SM Yang

2002-11-19T10:57:00.000+07:00
LaPeR maLess...sUntUkk.. bEteEee..

dari semalem cuma main game doangan.. tumben... biasaya gue paling males main game.. yah.. tapi saat ini cuma itu yg sedikit menghibur gue... Tidur..?? bisa sih mata merem tapi cuma merem doangan nyenyak juga ngga umpp... mo ke kampus males bangett.. ngga ada semangat²nya... ngga ada yg bisa bikin semangat... ngga tau degh... Miss Her SM...

2002-11-13T10:04:00.000+07:00
cuz you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be here in my heart
Always

Cuz I can't stop loving you,
No I can't stop loving you,
No I won't stop loving you

Dedicated to : My Sweet Angel

2002-11-13T05:53:00.000+07:00
goreng..goreng.. masak tumis..tumis.. sayur kangkung sayur bayam sayur asem *mangnya sayur asem bisa di tumis yah?*
lagian apa yg mo di masak coba org ngga ada apa² :P *dudulz sayah* TuInkZ..tUinKz

2002-11-12T05:38:00.000+07:00
wew... tumben sayah pagi ini lom ngantuk... padahal lom bobo egh udah denk kemaren mulai jam 7 malem sampe jam 1/2 12 malem :P

huaa.. pagi² jam 5 udah di telp dari Korea kaget gue.. kirain Sayang sayah yg Cantik yg epon ngga tau`nya bukan.. hihihi... lucu itu org Korea bhs Inggris`nya sama berantakkan`nya kaya sayah... :p

Kangen sama Sayangku negh...Makasih buat Puisi`na Yang *MuaCcH*

Love U MadLy

2002-11-06T11:28:00.000+07:00
ump.. sepi.. aja perasaan ini hari... heran.. perasaan gue kok gelisah gini yahh.. kenapa yahh.. dudut agh... jadi males gini gue`nya...

2002-11-04T05:06:00.000+07:00

I`ll Always Love My Dear

2002-10-31T13:26:00.000+07:00
All i wanna do is grow old with you...

Du bist die Einzige...

2002-10-30T21:40:00.000+07:00
Adam Sandler - Grow Old With You

Billy Idol (Speaking): Good afternoon everyone. We're flying at 26,000 feet,
moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers would like to sing you a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.

Robbie Hart (Singing):
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
I'll Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I'll Need you
I'll Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-

`wew.. di ingetin lagi sama ini lagu... gue pernah suka sama ini lagu... dan gue pernah menghayal seandai`nya gue yg begitu.. ugh..seneng`nya... Romantis tapi sayang`nya gue ngga bisa main gitar.. yah jadi itu semua cuma hayalan gue doangan .. argh... jadi kangen sama CantikKu dagh dengerin lagu`nya dulu agh... sekalian sama lagu`nya Weezer - O Girl Friend

2002-10-29T21:37:00.000+07:00
agh.. suntuk.. males.. "bEsok..BesOk..bEsOk.." tau besok`nya sampe kapan dudutz agh.. mending balik kerumah aja degh gue... ump.. tapi di rumah pun pasti bakal lebih suntuk.. tau dagh.. liat nanti kemana enak`nya aja degh...

2002-10-29T12:51:00.000+07:00
argh.. beteeee... :( kenapa gara² gue org lain yg harus kena jahat banget guee...

2002-10-28T13:24:00.000+07:00

2002-10-27T12:05:00.000+07:00
Jadi Diri Sendiri atau Ingkari Diri ?

Banyak orang bilang, "jadilah diri sendiri". Seolah-olah mereka telah menjadi dirinya sendiri. Padahal, dengan berkata begitu, mereka mungkin telah menjadi orang lain.

Menjadi diri sendiri", memang tak mudah dilakukan. Bahkan, kalau mau jujur, pada saat Anda mencobanya, ada kemungkinan, justru saat itulah Anda sedang berusaha mengingkari "diri sendiri".

Sekarang, mari simak apa kata Laurie Ashner dan Mitch Meyerson dalam When is Enough, Enough? Mereka memberi saran agar kita melakukan beberapa langkah, bila ingin menemukan jati diri masing-masing. Diantaranya:

Kenali diri Anda. Yakinlah, kepribadian Anda [apa pun wujudnya] jauh lebih menarik dan penting, dari kepribadian orang lain yang akan ditiru. Anda hanya perlu memperbaiki kualitas diri, tanpa perlu menjadi orang lain. Lagian, meniru orang lain itu hanya buang-buang waktu dan membuat Anda dicap sebagai imitator.

Bercermin. Bercermin adalah satu proses penting dalam diri. Apalagi kalau Anda tengah berupaya memahami siapa diri Anda sebenarnya. Karenanya, jangan segan-segan bertanya tentang diri Anda pada orang yang dipercaya.

Yakin pada intuisi Anda. Dengarkan suara-suara misterius yang sering muncul di benak dan lubuk hati. Itulah intuisi. Terkadang intuisi justru memberi arah [isyarat] pada kebenaran yang hakiki. Karenanya, cobalah untuk percaya akan hadirnya intuisi dalam diri Anda.

Apa yang membuat Anda takut? Jangan biarkan sikap takut menguasai Anda, karena bisa menguras energi dan keberanian Anda. Mungkin Anda dihantui kegagalan, tapi bukan lantas semangat Anda menciut, dong. Lebih baik, hidupkan kembali impian-impian yang belum terwujud.

Buka diri selebar-lebarnya. Tak ada gunanya menutup diri, Anda bukan terlindungi tapi justru terkhianati. Karenanya, bukalah mata, perluas jaringan. Dengan begitu, Anda bisa bertemu banyak orang yang mungkin bisa membantu Anda mewujudkan impian.

Renungkan
Tapi, coba bertanya dalam hati, apakah saran Ashner dan Meyerson itu merupakan cermin diri Anda? Paling tidak, apakah itu merupakan sesuatu yang Anda cari selama ini? Bukankah "menjadi diri sendiri" itu berarti menjadi Anda seperti layaknya Anda sehari-hari?

Bila selama ini Anda tak pernah melakukan hal-hal seperti disarankan kedua penulis itu [mengenali diri sendiri, bercermin, yakin pada intuisi dan mebuka diri], berarti itulah diri Anda yang sesungguhnya.

Lantas, bila tiba-tiba Anda berusaha melakukan saran tersebut, berarti ada sesuatu yang terjadi pada diri Anda. Mungkin Anda sedang berusaha merubah diri, atau mungkin mengingkari diri sendiri.

Sekarang terpulang pada diri Anda. Bila Anda merasa nyaman [walau tak seperti saran Ashner-Meyerson], maka tak ada alasan merubahnya. Sebaliknya, bila Anda merasa tak nyaman dan ingin "menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik" seperti versi Ashner dan Meyerson, mungkin Anda perlu mengikuti saran tersebut.

www.astaga.com

2002-10-27T03:43:00.000+07:00
Def Leppard - Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad

Here I am, I'm in the wrong bed again
It's a game I just can't win
There you are breathin' soft on my skin, yeah
Still you won't let me in
So come on

Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby let the moment take your heart away

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you baby, yeah

There you go, midnight promises again, yeah
But they're broken by the dawn
You wanna go further, faster everyday, baby
But in the morning you'll be gone
And I'm alone

Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby let the moment take your heart away

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad

Every dream I dream is like
Some kind a rash 'n' reckless scene
To give out such crazy love
You must be some kind a drug
And if my time don't ever come
For me you're still the one
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
I gotta get a fix on you

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad, so bad
Have you ever wanted someone, have you ever wanted someone, yeah
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you baby, yeah

It's a game I just can't win, oh

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone
Have you ever wanted someone, you just couldn't have
Did you ever tried so hard, yeah

kewl song

2002-10-24T11:09:00.000+07:00
*Miss Ya SM Luv*

2002-10-23T12:31:00.000+07:00
Panasss.. wew.. gile ini hari panas aja... bener kata si diaz kali yakss.. Neraka dagh bocor maka`nya panas :D,
*tUinKz* akhirnya selesai juga soal ganti mengganti Dosen Pembimbing sayah.. waduh... terakhir dead line PI tgl 20 bln depan harus ngebut negh... Oh iya.. satu lagi.. mo protes ke bagian Ujian Utama.. enak aja... IP gue masih segitu.. itu 4 matakuliah yg udah gue perbaikkin kemana nilai`nya kok lom di masukkin.. dudutz..

Bebz.. ngga ada yg perlu di maafin atuh... aku baik² aja kok :)

*mUaCcCHhHhh*

*Miss My LoveLy*

2002-10-22T11:13:00.000+07:00
huaa.. akhir`nya bisa connect juga.. dudut negh kabelvision pake drop segala.. ugh.. dagh di tinggal pegi sayah`nya skrg huikzz..
beuh..tumben ini AC kok berasa banget dingin`nya... padahal cuma 2 yg di nyalain gimana klo tiga²nya di nyalain.. wew bisa mati beku gue .. :P

hari ini genap 7 Bulannnnnnn `wew

*CaNtik sAyaH keMana Yaks* KaNGennnnn

2002-10-20T16:11:00.000+07:00
maless aja euyy.. badan ngga mau di ajak kerja sama negh... huikzz.. dudut negh..
ugh.. heran dari tadi kebelet p-peace muluw negh... ngga tau apa gue males jalan...
*LaPeRz* ngebon di kass PIPEL lagi dagh dari pada ngga makannn.. jejeje..

*Miss You SM My Dear*

2002-10-15T15:42:00.000+07:00

Hhh..cape..lelah.. hari ini.. *nGaNtUk* :P yah tapi gue bisa lega buat skrg ini.. horeeeee kuliahhhhhh lagii.... huhuhu.. Mamii.. liat anak`nya negh.. doain selesai Thn ini yah.. :D

Sayang...sayanggg... *mUacCchH*

2002-10-15T07:43:00.000+07:00
*TwiNkZ* seneng pagi² udah denger suara merdu dari sebrang sana :) udah dri jam 6 sayah nungguinnya.. *Miss Ya SM* mata masih ngantuk euy.. ngga bisa tidur nyenyak semalem.. biasa pada rame jadi berisik degh.. tapi itu juga gara² nungguin telp bunyi segh egh yg di tunggu² akhir`nya tercapai juga..

ugh..engkel sayah masih sakit, mana bengkak pula.. dudulz.. emang emang kesalahan gue.. ngapain pula gue pake marah² sama ngeluh.. *mang enak* "dasar" kata`nya.. `wew

hari ini mo ke depok, biasa "kuliah" :) doain bisa yah..

Jgn batuk pilek mulu segh.. sedih sayah jadi`nya.. huikzz..

*LaPerZzZ* tambah melar kaya`nya negh badan.. hihihi

@Miss Ya Sm Luv@

2002-10-14T07:32:00.000+07:00
huaamm... pagi² jam 7 epon bunyi.. kirain siapa yg epon.. hehehe ngga tau`nya... *seneng sayah* tau aja klo lagi kangen... langsung seger sayah punya mata.. *semangat..semangat*

*mUaCcChH*

Miss Ya Sm Luv

2002-10-13T23:19:00.000+07:00
huaa... netsol ngeselin lagi neghh... huikzz.. dagh tau gue suntuk gini ini hari.. ini netsol aneh2 lagi mintanya... huh!
agh.. pusingg... :(

*KaNgenNnn*

2002-10-12T20:59:00.000+07:00
`wew gue lagi seneng lagi sama ini lagu... lagu lama segh thn brp yaks.. 92 apa 93 yah... lupa.. :)

Dewa19 - Swear

I guess she's just afraid, I can tell it by lookin' her eyes
That I am not, the kind of make it last
Forever, I know ...

You ask me if I love you, sometimes I just want to hold you
In my arms, to make you feel in fine
From the fear as I can see ...

Can you feel my heartbeat, trust me I'll never let you go
I will take care of you all the way

Reff:
Now.. I swear for our love
That I will not let you down
And.. I swear for our love
We belong together, nothing's gonna do us apart
Now and forever.. Taste the way, I'll dubbed inside your heart

Look up the stars in the sky, I wanna get it just for you
and fine it shine, to make our love comes stronger
And our dreams come true ...

Hhmm.. *Lom Puas EpoN`nya SaYah..*

2002-10-12T11:16:00.000+07:00

find your inner PIE @ stvlive.com

heuheuehuehue blogger sayah isi`nya quiz semua abisan ngga tau mo ngisi apaan berhubung ada quiz yah di isi ini aja kali yee... egh..egh dari tadi quiz`nya jwb`annya banyak yg sama dgn *My Sweet Angel* :D

2002-10-12T10:49:00.000+07:00

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

2002-10-12T10:22:00.000+07:00

2002-10-12T10:12:00.000+07:00

Are you Addicted to the Internet?

52%

Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%)
You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.

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You are not very reliable but people like you anyway because you are so easygoing and fun to be with. And cute, too.

Which Blogging Tool Are You?

2002-10-09T21:15:00.000+07:00
wew.. dengerin Rivers of Dream by Billy Joel keren degh aw

ugh.. ngga bisa lepasin kangen lagi hari ini.. huikzz..

*Miss Ya SM*

2002-10-08T13:51:00.000+07:00
HuaMmmMm... jadi NgantUk gue... ngga semangat gini jadi`nya... `wew.. *ketularan dagh* padahal dari semalem dagh semangat² gue.. sampe ngga tidur sama sekali... egh ngga tau`na malah terbalik dari harapan gue... huhuhu kasian degh gue.. mana ngga ada org yg bisa bantuin gue di sini... ngga bisa ke tukang post dagh.. besok aja lagh.. sekalian gue balik kerumah.. HhMmmpp.. kok cape`nya jadi terasa yah padahal tadi pagi gue ngga rasain apa² *LuCu* laper... makan..ngga..makan..ngga...mmPpp males agh...

UmMppp.. *KaNgen`nya TeRtUnDa*

2002-10-08T00:35:00.000+07:00

I am 7% evil.
Take the test :: koolplace.com

hayuu... siapa yg evil`na lebih banyak... yg tadi sampe 28% soal`na buru² jadi sayah main klik aja.. :D